So Attacked

I feel like all Ryan has done to me is attack me and everything about me. I don't know what to do. I have asked him to quit being so critical and yet he still continues. It's starting to get my Psyche down. I feel like a rotten person. I feel like I can't do anything right. I am so angry and yet I wonder what has caused him to be so critical of me. What did I do? Did I rub him the wrong way? Is he falling out of love with me? What? I wish I could change it. I wish I could get him to treat me like the wonderful person he used to think I am. Am I really that bad?
I know he keeps appologizing but then he turns around and is critical again. I just don't get it. Maybe he doesn't have work to gripe at so he gripes at me? I don't know but I have really enjoyed having him home for as long as he's been home but it's all starting to get clouded by the nastiness of his critism.